Confirm what a person likes to think about himself, make him feel good about himself, and you have that per­son under your control.

Thinking (which makes you feel like something you are not) and feeling (which makes you think you are something you are not): these are the Game Plan of Darkness.

Anything that makes you feel good deceives you and creates instant conflict. It is difficult for most people to real­ize this because it is so easy to forget the truth about it, simply by feeling good again!

Feeling is used to deceive and control not just one person but the entire world.

This text is not a lesson in power; rather, it is intended to alert you and to help you to understand how to defend yourself against a very subtle aspect of life and death.

Strange as it may seem, men attempt to create (or re-create) themselves by entering into league with words. Words can become an environment to which we react, causing profound physiological and psychological changes to occur.

Sin is simply a process of “thinking and feeling oneself to death.” More often than not, study is a fascination, an un­healthy relationship with words, sounds and ideas. It is a way of fondling images, concepts, and goals to get them to shape the ego nature, and to sustain that nature in a very special, selfish and sensual way.

For example, before men become homosexuals, they are too fascinated with women (a mother or a wife, perhaps). It is their emotional and mental involvement with an image (of the female, in this case) which alters the nature at its core, and which makes them progressively like what has corrupted them.

Fallen man is more male than man, on his way to becoming female via excessive fascination with the opposite sex.

Why all this excessive fascination? It is partly due to a total fixation involving the relief of pleasure and ego re­inforcement, and partly due to the little bit of her, now in him, that craves its source.

In his fallen state, man has forgotten true knowledge and lost his original identity of manhood. Corruption has introduced into him a woman’s identity that studies the woman in order to learn how to exist within the male.

Man wobbles on the edge of having no clear-cut iden­tification as either male or female.

"Anything that makes you feel good deceives you and creates instant conflict."

Riddled with guilt, the fallen identity tends to reject the reality of its failing. The soul accomplishes this rejection by fixating again and again to the corrupting source. Through fixation, man receives reinforcement for his displaced self.

Study can therefore become a distraction/re-creation phenomenon which relieves guilt as it reinforces the crea­ture of pride.

The unhealthy fascination with any learning is the same as sensually fondling a woman to derive a false sense of completeness about what we believe we are becoming.

Once we are corrupted by tease or pressure, study and fascination become a reinforcing, degrading pleasure that feels like the good life. In this process we give all of our attention and devotion in exchange for what we think of as fulfillment.

But the moment of fulfillment is when the poison enters again, and the conflict (the sin) is again resolved through a fascination with something even more wrong.

Notice, in your relationship with any hang-up, a sen­suous fondling process. If you are a smoker, you derive a feel­ing of pleasure from fondling a cigarette. You even fondle it in your thoughts.

Whatever it is that you aspire to be, there is a glorious feeling that rises from the involvement of your attention with your dreams. Your soul is somehow touched and rewarded for its attention.

There remains, after the pleasure of corruption has done its thing, an unhealthy physical and psychological devotion to whatever sustains the sense of pride and accomplishment.

Corruption regressively, physically sensitizes us to the external source of degradation. Being renewed in the ego sense is really being degraded in the Light of Reality. Indeed, the newly degraded, “glorious” self rises from the destruction of the original pure self.