awareness that exalts you over the creatures and links you to your Creator, and you set out on a course of denial. You think that by making yourself less aware that something is wrong, less aware of your suffering, less aware of what is happening, you can make the problem go away. So you choose, by means of drugs, drink, music, sex, and “positive thinking”—all the worldly excitements of challenge and risk—to submerge your human consciousness into an “evolving” animal unconsciousness. You literally change yourself into a beast.
The very headlong desperation that propels your frenzied escapes reveals to anyone still standing on the plateau of objective understanding that, at some level of awareness, despite all your denials, you do know what you know—namely, that there is something wrong about death and dying.
So here you are, living on an animal plane, with two natures in conflict, the higher gradually losing power to the lower. You know something is wrong, but part of you is afraid to realize it. That part of you would gladly dig a hole in the ground and bury itself in it, rather than face the truth about its devolving condition, and that is precisely what it does. The soul, having gradually yielded power to this lower animal self, has become its captive in a dog-eat-dog world wherein men kill, murder, and devour their fellow men, emotionally and spiritually, as a matter of course, a world ruled by pride, arrogance, violence, and deception.
Here, in the lower level of beingness we have chosen for |